the shining star...

up in the sky,a shining star..
seeming so distant,seeming afar..
throwing its aura down upon me..
its silhouette surrounds the sky bizarre..

its rays penetrate deep in my soul..
i'm tempted to touch and have it all..
it whispers a story unsaid to the world..
i can hear its voice,it gives me a call..

endeavoring to leap up n touch the sky..
i crave for wings for i wanna fly..
life directs me to reach out to it..
impossible it is..i fret and i cry..

i now fall flat and face the reality..
a mortal i am,no angel in disguise..
constraints and incapabilities bound me back..
disappointed,defeated..i pay the price..

sitting by the window staring into horizon..
i wonder about my shining little star..
my heart aches when it realizes the truth..
it needs me no more,we are too far..

Lifez a bitch….

coz it makes you smile when therz so much agony inside..
coz it smothers you the most when you need to breathe..
coz it makes you feel alone amongst a pool of mortals..
coz it strikes you at weaknesses you never wanna reveal..
coz it makes you pant till the last breath left..
coz it pushes you to the farthest limits possible..
coz it slaughters you apart lyk a butcher’s knife..
coz it takes away things closest to your heart..
coz it rejects ruthlessly all your endeavors..
coz it makes you shriek when no onez listening..
coz it puts you into places you never wanna be..
coz it secludes you when you need someone to be there..
coz it makes you numb by giving shocks all the time..
coz it gives momentary ecstacy then snatches it away..
coz it makes you loathe it the more you wanna like it

..well that’s what the connotation of life for me is…but even I have this obstinate streak in me…I know how to fight back and deal with it…all I’ve to say is “bring in on,I’m game”…

Waiting incessantly….

Staring at the sky looking for ur sight…
Waiting for that purely disarming smile…
Staring at horizon looking for your silhouette…
Waiting for that touch ever so fragile…

Walking down the road leading to infinity…
Waiting for you to turn back once more…
Waiting to hear sweet nothings once again…
Waiting for waves to lash at the shore…
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Waiting for your hand to keep me from falling…
Waiting for your aroma to fill in my senses…
Waiting for that voice of yours around me…
Waiting for that glance minus false pretences…

Waiting to be all elated inside out…
Waiting to stop faking smiles outside…
Waiting for that feeling of ecstasy within…
Waiting for that shoulder by my side…

I know we’re away n things don’t seem right…
I know slumber’s all around n nothing’s bright…
I know there’s pain ;I know your plight…
I know we’re both agonized to the height…

Now when I turn back to look into your eyes…
I can feel the same old truth minus lies…
I know we’re stuck in this treacherous mirage…
but I still believe in hope that belies…

my quest fr life...

as i walk down da road to infnity...
with a quest hidden behind my eyes..
amongst this crowd of mortals..
behind all that pain n strife..
lies my quest for life...

i m smothered by d mayhem around..
i m crumbled by these absurdities..
i m pertubed by tat brutal sound..
i m intimidated by the cruelties..

m lukn fr depth among shallow beings..
m lukn fr joy behind painful eyes..
m lukn fr truth among fake beings..
m lukn fr laughter behind howls n cries...

i knowm not treading an easy path..
the answers are difficult to find..
a thousand bridges to be crossed..
innumerable things to unwind..
my quest for life will continue..
to find that link divine..

i'll run until i find the truth..
i'll endeavour to raise the veil..
i'll search behind the shadows..
this endless road i'll trail..

a quest to rediscover things..
a quest for happiness..
a quest to attain utopia..
a quest for true success..